Eat a pepper, loser!

Well I wish I had a parachute, Coz I'm falling bad for you, I can see the ground approaching now
But I'm not sure what to do, I feel like the pinata, Won't you take a swing at me, If you could just crack the shell open, I think inside you would find, something sweet

Well I hear you like a hunter now, Your footsteps in the leaves, And I would gladly leave my hiding place, Oh I'm hoping to be seen, So let your arrow fly and sing, I'm well within your aim
Lay your traps for a thousand miles, Please don't let me escape

Winter came to Omaha, It left us looking like a bride, A million perfect snowflakes now
And no two are alike, So it's hard for me imagining, The flaws in this design, I know debris, it covers everything, But still I am in love with this life

The devils in the details.

I'm not giving much away.
I'm not pretending anymore.
I'm not going to just be friendly to you if you've upset me.
If you've angered me.
If you've done wrong by me.
I wont be horrible, but I am not going to try with you. talk to you, make small talk or laugh at your lame jokes and attempts to clear up the obvious awkwardness.
Because what's the point.
Anger, fear & frustration is healthy.
However I do wish that certain people would stop popping up everywhere.
Damn preschoolers & ditsy airhead ex's. I don't care what you're doing, who you're interested in, useless information that's not helpful to me anymore. Don't be uber nice to me. Don't try suss me out. Don't try and befriend me. Just don't. Because I don't care anymore, you'll just make me angry if you talk to me so leave me alone. If you have guilt, your problem, not mine. Don't try and clear your conscious with pointless jabber and attempts of fake friendship. Bitterness is oozing out of my pours of late. But only towards a select few. I'm no longer wasting my kindness on those who don't deserve it. I love Tess, Angel, Brige, Jessie, Luke & Stuart the most.