so it would seem.

I think the ONLY reason I am not okay with the bizarre news I heard yesterday is because I feel like it would be strange if I was okay with it. Gosh I really don't know anymore, of course I am a little upset and I have every right to be. But I'm not angry. People can't help how they feel and I feel pretty neutral towards the situation & relationship now anyway, its just a shock.
One thing is for sure though, that is the definite end of that chapter. 160% signed sealed and delivered, there is no going back now. None! I guess that's a good thing, because I didn't want to go back there. So YAY for that!

And yay for Optus giving me more free credit for being a "valued optus customer" not that I need more, seriously. I have $600, maybe I should start making prank calls or calling people and interviewing them just for fun.

I have the best, best friends in the world by the way. They look out for me :)

And my new body pillow boyfriend "Kingston" is incredible, he has jade green fur on one side and silky peacock feather material on the other. He is what dreams are made of & now I have something to hug every night :) He goes nicely with my current bedding as my sheets are silk and my mink blanket is fury. I think I wont have as much trouble going to bed now that its so much more inviting haha